to long of a coma...

so. i lie a lot.
as justin 9 so pointed out i post something once a month and in that post i say how im going to post everyday then stop.

so im promising nothing.

right now im listening to brand new. eating ranch sunflower seeds.
in all reality i should be asleep, as i have to work tomorrow.

i am going to casa grande tomorrow, after work. its my dads birthday, i never see my paretns anymore. its pretty hard when im 80 miles away, and work all the time. i miss them, and my little brothers. i also miss my cousins, and friends who are still in cg.

lifes different.
a year ago i was still in cg, working at francisco grande. living with my dad, and having to drive to see alison all the time. the driving part sucked, but those were still good times. not that these times were bad, just that it was nice not having to pay for apartments, and cars, and life. not worrying about ruining the rest of your life in debt. but im doing good.

im going to be two decades old this friday, no longer a teenager. not that things will be different. but its weird to think.

things have been nicer lately, my girlfriends 18 finally, and it seems we are spending more time together than ever, id say we were in a rut. seeming 'grumpy' a lot, and bickering over stupid things but its all different now. happiness.

im living i an apartment, with my best friend, leonard, and his friend from oregon.
rents cheap, and its nice to be with leo again. its nice to have someone around to talk to, if i wasnt with alison, i would be alone. but no longer.

all and all life is good.

i need to start getting out of the house more.
maybe go to shows more often, or other things.

this weekend im going to sedona for the say with alison. its become sort of a tradition for my birthday, its nice.

anyway, im going to go to bed so im not dead tomorrow.
goodnight all