i scored a billion points.
and now im eating a pickle. in rememberance of this glorious night.
i got to see my love today. didnt think i would, so that was good.
and now im going to do work. for work, at home.
maybe a little piano
justin. you missed my shining moments..
1.11.2007
1.09.2007
9 crimes.
woo, found free sheet music. and i just played damien rice's 9 crimes. actually read the music. woo.
work
was long today
i had a lot to do, and im still not done. id like to just catch up. finish everything. have nothing to do for 5 mins then have someone give me something.
thatd be nice
theres only so much the internet will teach you about the piano for free.
its amazing.
tomorrow when i get my check, after work, im going to buy a book or something.
maybe a guitar. but probably not.
someone give me a song to learn..
i had a lot to do, and im still not done. id like to just catch up. finish everything. have nothing to do for 5 mins then have someone give me something.
thatd be nice
theres only so much the internet will teach you about the piano for free.
its amazing.
tomorrow when i get my check, after work, im going to buy a book or something.
maybe a guitar. but probably not.
someone give me a song to learn..
1.08.2007
i dunno..
here is a list of chords i have learned
C, Cm, C7, D, Dm, D7, E, Em, E7, F, Fm, F7, G, Gm, G7, A, Am, A7, B, Bm, B7
im going to teach myself the m7's next.
the m stands for minor, no m stands for major, and 7 is like 7 keys wide, basically means an extra note, like the C chord is the notes, C, E, and G, where as C7 is C, E, G, and Bb. which brings me to b, that stands for flat.
yea..
i like the piano.
and i love my alison
C, Cm, C7, D, Dm, D7, E, Em, E7, F, Fm, F7, G, Gm, G7, A, Am, A7, B, Bm, B7
im going to teach myself the m7's next.
the m stands for minor, no m stands for major, and 7 is like 7 keys wide, basically means an extra note, like the C chord is the notes, C, E, and G, where as C7 is C, E, G, and Bb. which brings me to b, that stands for flat.
yea..
i like the piano.
and i love my alison
1.07.2007
im a creep
so. 3 and a half hours of practice, getting feeling back for the piano, and i can play a creepy version of 'creep', and part of 'brick'.
my fingers are hurting, and my hands, a good sign i think.
if i keep this amount of practice up ill be doing good.
wellim off to bed now. maybe, or just laying in it listening to music.
goodnight all
my fingers are hurting, and my hands, a good sign i think.
if i keep this amount of practice up ill be doing good.
wellim off to bed now. maybe, or just laying in it listening to music.
goodnight all
new years resolution (ADD ONS)
12: be a better boyfriend
13: learn the piano, guitar, and maybe bass by the end of the year. (i can do it, i have skills)
14: stay focused, and more organized at work
psh ill addem as they come
13: learn the piano, guitar, and maybe bass by the end of the year. (i can do it, i have skills)
14: stay focused, and more organized at work
psh ill addem as they come
fake plastic keys
like the song fake plastic trees, by radiohead.
.. i thought it was clever.
i got my christmas gift thats been sitting at my girlfriends house since well.. christmas.
my keyboard.
and its right next to me. and my other keyboard (laptop)
ive been messing around for the past about 3 hours. playing it.
ive got the basic idea of ben folds five 'brick' down.
but i still suck at piano.
i used to play all the time.
but that was a long time ago anyway.
buy me this book
http://www.sheetmusicplus.com/store/smp_detail.html?cart=33772030665137860&item=2960134
it will make me happy.
back to playing the piano.
.. i thought it was clever.
i got my christmas gift thats been sitting at my girlfriends house since well.. christmas.
my keyboard.
and its right next to me. and my other keyboard (laptop)
ive been messing around for the past about 3 hours. playing it.
ive got the basic idea of ben folds five 'brick' down.
but i still suck at piano.
i used to play all the time.
but that was a long time ago anyway.
buy me this book
http://www.sheetmusicplus.com/store/smp_detail.html?cart=33772030665137860&item=2960134
it will make me happy.
back to playing the piano.
luggage? what is lug.. age?
So went to the airport to get alison and her friend.
and we meet at the gate and go down to get their luggage.
we wait and wait as the same bags pass again and again in the carousel.
then it stops and says completed.
and most of the passengers from her flight are like what the fuuck.
so now were waiting in baggage claim area trying to find out where the bags are. the people in front of us i guess got a bog bottle of crown royal on the plain somehow, and were now getting wasted in line.
luckily the bags were on the last flight from vegas that morning so we got out of there at 3am.
and i dropped them off.
and slept.
and now i woke up and wrote this.
and we meet at the gate and go down to get their luggage.
we wait and wait as the same bags pass again and again in the carousel.
then it stops and says completed.
and most of the passengers from her flight are like what the fuuck.
so now were waiting in baggage claim area trying to find out where the bags are. the people in front of us i guess got a bog bottle of crown royal on the plain somehow, and were now getting wasted in line.
luckily the bags were on the last flight from vegas that morning so we got out of there at 3am.
and i dropped them off.
and slept.
and now i woke up and wrote this.
1.06.2007
Survival..
I sold some movies to gamestop.
i needed cash.
none of my favs. but still sucks.
why can i not save money...
my love comes back in 7 hours.
and my leos probably already left...
i needed cash.
none of my favs. but still sucks.
why can i not save money...
my love comes back in 7 hours.
and my leos probably already left...
pearl harbor sucked, and i miss you
after work i went to justins house in apache junction.
his wife made good chili. and we went to walmart to get a dvd player hookup.
then we watched jim gaffigan beyond the pale, and team america.
it was pretty fun. i havent gotten to hang out with anyone i know up here, so yeah.
alison is comming back tomorrow morning at 1:10, so ill be there to get her.
ive missed her so much. and shes been sick the last few days of her trip.
on a lighter note, im not eating today. because i have no money. woohoo.
get it.. lighter note..
his wife made good chili. and we went to walmart to get a dvd player hookup.
then we watched jim gaffigan beyond the pale, and team america.
it was pretty fun. i havent gotten to hang out with anyone i know up here, so yeah.
alison is comming back tomorrow morning at 1:10, so ill be there to get her.
ive missed her so much. and shes been sick the last few days of her trip.
on a lighter note, im not eating today. because i have no money. woohoo.
get it.. lighter note..
1.04.2007
basketball marathons galore
we played 3 games, the team i was on the first game lost, then i went to the other team, and won the game with a game point. then scored about 3 in the third game which we won.
i sucked the first game, and half the second.
when i get the ball i get hyper and shoot it, i tried calming myself and passing it to other, or taking a breath and shooting. i made a few and got some good passes.
not my best performance, but certainly not as bad as the first time i started playing.
well except that first game, i was pretty bad.
3 hours of bball is good exercise.
and i drand 3 bottles of water, and a half gallon at home.
i drank a little bit of soda, lke a half cup.
i also had a monster. its not soda though...
i sucked the first game, and half the second.
when i get the ball i get hyper and shoot it, i tried calming myself and passing it to other, or taking a breath and shooting. i made a few and got some good passes.
not my best performance, but certainly not as bad as the first time i started playing.
well except that first game, i was pretty bad.
3 hours of bball is good exercise.
and i drand 3 bottles of water, and a half gallon at home.
i drank a little bit of soda, lke a half cup.
i also had a monster. its not soda though...
1.03.2007
long wongs
dirty name, serious wings. thats what i ate today.
People always ask me...
What do i do at my job?
well I:
1. Upload files to stores for clients (files being business cards, flyers, postcards, ect)
(not to mention create stores, and now am starting to design skins for their stores.. makin'em look pretty)
2. I can make their files variable, meaning, i can make it so anyone who has access to their site (mainly the companys employees) can fill out their name, and info, and it will print the business card as such.
3. I push files through our system so that it (theoretically) will be handled faster, get printed quicker. (this is used mainly for simple jobs that the client has already supplied)
4. I am the keeper of the discs, meaning i have all the old files weve ever done (most anyways) in a bundle of cd books. so whenever anyone needs an old file, to reprint or work off of, i am the man.
5. I handle a little graphics work, design, making files i get from clients print ready.
6. I operated IGEN 3, a few nights a week. Print operator. I hope to get certified one day.
7. Sometimes when they need me, i work in bindery, cutting paper, making folders, scoring, folding, packing.
thats a brief overview. theres lots inbetween. but thats pretty much it.
today was hecktic.
but it wasnt my worse day. i have lots to do tomorrow when i get in.
tomorrow is basketball.
with justin down i have to 'step up my game'. ill prob stay there as long as i can. i dont know what to do with my time. and sports is good for me. help me accomplish some of my resolutions maybe. speaking of which, im going to try and go tomorrow with no soda. i may get a headache because im addicted... to caffinee.
People always ask me...
What do i do at my job?
well I:
1. Upload files to stores for clients (files being business cards, flyers, postcards, ect)
(not to mention create stores, and now am starting to design skins for their stores.. makin'em look pretty)
2. I can make their files variable, meaning, i can make it so anyone who has access to their site (mainly the companys employees) can fill out their name, and info, and it will print the business card as such.
3. I push files through our system so that it (theoretically) will be handled faster, get printed quicker. (this is used mainly for simple jobs that the client has already supplied)
4. I am the keeper of the discs, meaning i have all the old files weve ever done (most anyways) in a bundle of cd books. so whenever anyone needs an old file, to reprint or work off of, i am the man.
5. I handle a little graphics work, design, making files i get from clients print ready.
6. I operated IGEN 3, a few nights a week. Print operator. I hope to get certified one day.
7. Sometimes when they need me, i work in bindery, cutting paper, making folders, scoring, folding, packing.
thats a brief overview. theres lots inbetween. but thats pretty much it.
today was hecktic.
but it wasnt my worse day. i have lots to do tomorrow when i get in.
tomorrow is basketball.
with justin down i have to 'step up my game'. ill prob stay there as long as i can. i dont know what to do with my time. and sports is good for me. help me accomplish some of my resolutions maybe. speaking of which, im going to try and go tomorrow with no soda. i may get a headache because im addicted... to caffinee.
new years resolution(s)
1. the number one on most peoples list ( i conformed) lose weight.
2. drink more h2o
3. read more
4. save more
5. be more outgoing
6. see about college
7. draw more
8. do something cool
9. learn the piano again
10. get a tattoo, after i do number one. so it doenst shrivle, or something. fat physics?
11. work on my website (http://www.graffitistudios.net)
2. drink more h2o
3. read more
4. save more
5. be more outgoing
6. see about college
7. draw more
8. do something cool
9. learn the piano again
10. get a tattoo, after i do number one. so it doenst shrivle, or something. fat physics?
11. work on my website (http://www.graffitistudios.net)
1.02.2007
untitled
so i was laying in bed, listening to music, trying to fall asleep.
but i couldnt. all i could do was think.
so i got up to take a shower.
and the thoughts didnt go away.
who am i?
i used to be the fat loner kid, who would sit in the library before school, i didnt even read books in there. id just sit. i only had a few friends my freshman year of high school. the friends i had forged from my stanfield elementary, which i left because i 'couldnt stand it'. to a school that knocked me down a few steps. i was in stanfield K-7th, then i went to casa grande junior high, i wish i could have stayed at stanfield, made stronger friends, stronger memories, but i didnt.
so im in high school now, in this trail of memories.
sitting in a library. waiting for the bell to ring.
day in day out.
my routines dont fade.
i go to school i go home i go to school i go home.
i have time to improve, improve myself, i dont. i say i am going to, only to wake up to go back to school.
then my sophmore year i meet people i live by. i lived in the middle of nowhere, so when i get outside to get on the bus my sophmore year. whoa there are new people here.
slowly get to know them, somehow through the course of fate we're just friends. that in turn leads me to more friends, something fresh somehing new. the air has a new smell in it now. me, leonard, micheal, and david. just hanging out. playing 'magic'.
i think they truly saved my life, i was only getting fatter and more of a hermit.
they gave me a second chance.
my junior year i dropped a ton of weight, and came back to school thinner. i wouldnt say cooler. ha.
i can remember meeting leonards sister, sarah, for the first time.
i remember leo taking me to the apartments, the old apartments. meeting thomas, and austin, darren and nicole, and james. and brandon, although he didnt live there.
everything was new.
although thomas and austin, were kids i recognized from stanfield.
but id never got to know them till now.
forging new friendships...
except james the jameser northy.
i can remember staying up all night, watching movies, talking, or listening to new music.
music was amazing to me, i grew up in a closed space. wth muffled walls where it was hard to hear new things, but now i had broken free.
i remember walking to circle k at 2 am , my eyelids heavy, to try the new mountain dew (pitch black, wasnt the greatest to me, im more of a mountain dew live wire kind of person)
those were really good times.
then they moved to a new apartment complex. this is where james became a thief. where i met my girlfriend for the first time. this is where leo went missing because of his girlfriend. this is where nicole parted my hair a certain way that i kept for a long time. where brandon and i made a better friendship. where i had to sleep between thomas and louie on the pull out sofa, with aaron in the corner, with louie holding me periodically throught the night.(akward). this where i found out what zia's was. this is where i started ditching class. this is where me and austin went to johnny carinos, and we both hired, austin laughed at me for only lasting 2 days, then he quit at day 1. this is where i left school in the middle of the day cause it was austins birthday. this is where most of my teenage memories are probably, where i felt the best. thats what i am missing.
i turned 18, moved to the colony apartments with austin, darren, and nicole, jobless.
i hated being a moocher. i got foodstamps, so i could help some, i tried getting a job but no luck, maybe i didnt try hard enough. maybe my 2 days at johnnys didnt work in my favor who knows. late nights, austins drunken escapades, bikes, psp games, the photoshop terror club, fdisk, the shortlived brian experience, late nights, boca burgers (lots of mustard), my girlfriend and our long distance relationship (having to walk in hot heat to the movies, or walmart), walmart, walmart, gamestop, and walmart.
then my mom left my dad, i felt bad for him, so i left.
i dont think i ever explained why i left. just that i was going back home.
after that i think they seemed to dislike me, hate me even?
maybe i was seeing something that wasnt there, or feeling something that wasnt there. but if there were hard feelings, id like to know why. and if i did anything to upset you guys (austin, darren, nicole) im really sorry, and i didnt mean to do anything.
so here i am now, on my own and alone. living in phoenix. so id be able to see my girlfriend alison more than once a week. we made it through a year of that, and now its done and we are going on year 2.
missing lost, or fading friendships.
trying to not forget memories that mean a lot to me, even if they were insignificant to others. they ment a lot to me.
austin, sorry i didnt get to see you when you came down, i miss you though. hope youre happy and all
darren, you showed me a lot of music, and games, and metal gear acid was fun. hope i didnt do anything that had pissed you off.
micheal, i never get to see you when im down in cg, that will have to change.
david, dont kill yourself.
leo, sorry i bailed before you could wake up to see the last disc of lost. when i get paid ill i tunes it, and send it to you somehow.
thats all i got for now.
i started this off by saying who am i, this didnt explain that, i dont think.
so ill leave it like this, with an unanswered question.
but i couldnt. all i could do was think.
so i got up to take a shower.
and the thoughts didnt go away.
who am i?
i used to be the fat loner kid, who would sit in the library before school, i didnt even read books in there. id just sit. i only had a few friends my freshman year of high school. the friends i had forged from my stanfield elementary, which i left because i 'couldnt stand it'. to a school that knocked me down a few steps. i was in stanfield K-7th, then i went to casa grande junior high, i wish i could have stayed at stanfield, made stronger friends, stronger memories, but i didnt.
so im in high school now, in this trail of memories.
sitting in a library. waiting for the bell to ring.
day in day out.
my routines dont fade.
i go to school i go home i go to school i go home.
i have time to improve, improve myself, i dont. i say i am going to, only to wake up to go back to school.
then my sophmore year i meet people i live by. i lived in the middle of nowhere, so when i get outside to get on the bus my sophmore year. whoa there are new people here.
slowly get to know them, somehow through the course of fate we're just friends. that in turn leads me to more friends, something fresh somehing new. the air has a new smell in it now. me, leonard, micheal, and david. just hanging out. playing 'magic'.
i think they truly saved my life, i was only getting fatter and more of a hermit.
they gave me a second chance.
my junior year i dropped a ton of weight, and came back to school thinner. i wouldnt say cooler. ha.
i can remember meeting leonards sister, sarah, for the first time.
i remember leo taking me to the apartments, the old apartments. meeting thomas, and austin, darren and nicole, and james. and brandon, although he didnt live there.
everything was new.
although thomas and austin, were kids i recognized from stanfield.
but id never got to know them till now.
forging new friendships...
except james the jameser northy.
i can remember staying up all night, watching movies, talking, or listening to new music.
music was amazing to me, i grew up in a closed space. wth muffled walls where it was hard to hear new things, but now i had broken free.
i remember walking to circle k at 2 am , my eyelids heavy, to try the new mountain dew (pitch black, wasnt the greatest to me, im more of a mountain dew live wire kind of person)
those were really good times.
then they moved to a new apartment complex. this is where james became a thief. where i met my girlfriend for the first time. this is where leo went missing because of his girlfriend. this is where nicole parted my hair a certain way that i kept for a long time. where brandon and i made a better friendship. where i had to sleep between thomas and louie on the pull out sofa, with aaron in the corner, with louie holding me periodically throught the night.(akward). this where i found out what zia's was. this is where i started ditching class. this is where me and austin went to johnny carinos, and we both hired, austin laughed at me for only lasting 2 days, then he quit at day 1. this is where i left school in the middle of the day cause it was austins birthday. this is where most of my teenage memories are probably, where i felt the best. thats what i am missing.
i turned 18, moved to the colony apartments with austin, darren, and nicole, jobless.
i hated being a moocher. i got foodstamps, so i could help some, i tried getting a job but no luck, maybe i didnt try hard enough. maybe my 2 days at johnnys didnt work in my favor who knows. late nights, austins drunken escapades, bikes, psp games, the photoshop terror club, fdisk, the shortlived brian experience, late nights, boca burgers (lots of mustard), my girlfriend and our long distance relationship (having to walk in hot heat to the movies, or walmart), walmart, walmart, gamestop, and walmart.
then my mom left my dad, i felt bad for him, so i left.
i dont think i ever explained why i left. just that i was going back home.
after that i think they seemed to dislike me, hate me even?
maybe i was seeing something that wasnt there, or feeling something that wasnt there. but if there were hard feelings, id like to know why. and if i did anything to upset you guys (austin, darren, nicole) im really sorry, and i didnt mean to do anything.
so here i am now, on my own and alone. living in phoenix. so id be able to see my girlfriend alison more than once a week. we made it through a year of that, and now its done and we are going on year 2.
missing lost, or fading friendships.
trying to not forget memories that mean a lot to me, even if they were insignificant to others. they ment a lot to me.
austin, sorry i didnt get to see you when you came down, i miss you though. hope youre happy and all
darren, you showed me a lot of music, and games, and metal gear acid was fun. hope i didnt do anything that had pissed you off.
micheal, i never get to see you when im down in cg, that will have to change.
david, dont kill yourself.
leo, sorry i bailed before you could wake up to see the last disc of lost. when i get paid ill i tunes it, and send it to you somehow.
thats all i got for now.
i started this off by saying who am i, this didnt explain that, i dont think.
so ill leave it like this, with an unanswered question.
nights alone
havent posted anything in awhile.
my girlfriend left to PA for a week. I miss her a lot and wish i was there with her.
i dropped her off at the airport december 31, at around 8, stayed with her for about an hour then left to casa grande.
sarah made good pasta, and then me, leonard, thomas and sarah (and marlboro too) watched seaon 1 of lost from about 11:30pm december 31, 2006 - 4:17 pm january 1st, 2007. great show great times.
i got to sleep for about 3 discs having seen them before. haha
then after it was all over, i drove home famished, and exhausted, luckily not crashing, got a quick bite from mcdonalds outside my apt, then showered then crashed.
i went to work today, still tired and got pulled over like a block away from my work.
a cop turned on to the street that i was stopped at a stop sign, and i went through it right as he turned, and i didnt seem him so ya. just a warning, he was cool. but i didnt have my insurance, luckily he believed me, so im getting a new card because i have no idea where it went.
came home after a long day. and read some comics, then watched season 2 episode 1 of lost, so i could find out what was in the damn hatch.. now im downloading episode 2 but it wont be done in time. so im going to bed and watching it tomorrow, depending on when i wake up, before work, if not certainly ater, because my girlfriend is gone and i have nothing to do.
i miss you.
my girlfriend left to PA for a week. I miss her a lot and wish i was there with her.
i dropped her off at the airport december 31, at around 8, stayed with her for about an hour then left to casa grande.
sarah made good pasta, and then me, leonard, thomas and sarah (and marlboro too) watched seaon 1 of lost from about 11:30pm december 31, 2006 - 4:17 pm january 1st, 2007. great show great times.
i got to sleep for about 3 discs having seen them before. haha
then after it was all over, i drove home famished, and exhausted, luckily not crashing, got a quick bite from mcdonalds outside my apt, then showered then crashed.
i went to work today, still tired and got pulled over like a block away from my work.
a cop turned on to the street that i was stopped at a stop sign, and i went through it right as he turned, and i didnt seem him so ya. just a warning, he was cool. but i didnt have my insurance, luckily he believed me, so im getting a new card because i have no idea where it went.
came home after a long day. and read some comics, then watched season 2 episode 1 of lost, so i could find out what was in the damn hatch.. now im downloading episode 2 but it wont be done in time. so im going to bed and watching it tomorrow, depending on when i wake up, before work, if not certainly ater, because my girlfriend is gone and i have nothing to do.
i miss you.
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